Crossword-Solution: INSTEADOF 9 letters, 2 clues 🏆 scrabble score: 13

Freud could never be certain, he said, in view of his wide and early reading, whether what seemed like a new creationmight not be the work insteadof hidden channels of memory leadingback to the notions of others absorbed, coming now anew into formhe’d almost known within him was growing. He called it (the ghost of a) cryptomnesia. So we own and owe what we know.

crawling up into daddy's lapwhen dad was still DADDYnodding my head against his chest soaking in the comfort of his heart LISTENINGto the thump... thumpsomewhere beneath muscleand breastbone I remember his armstheir sublime ENCIRCLINGand the shawdow of his voice" I love you, little girl. Put away your bad dreams. Daddy's here" I put them away, Until Daddy became my nightmare that one that came HOMEfrom work everyday and insteadof picking me up, chased me farfaraway